February 2011
1 post
January 2011
1 post
Up: not having to be socially awkward with a flatmate anymore
Down: finding a new flatmate when you’re socially awkward
December 2010
5 posts
November 2010
2 posts
the stars have gone blue
glass to glass
October 2010
6 posts
Dreams
I’ve been having more dreams in the last 6 months than I’ve been able to remember in my life.
Last one I had reminded me of a song I can’t remember. I dreamt I was at work, and worked a whole shift and felt amazing at the end of it all. Then I woke up. the lyric goes something like spend your waking life working for minimum pay and now they get your dreams for free.
Any way.
Death
Apparently there is a time between 6 and 12 minutes after the body has died before the brain stops functioning. So it is like it’s working in a dream state.
You know how sometimes you wake up before you alarm and go back to sleep? In that time you’ll have an intense long dream that can feel like days at the time. Then you wake up and it’s been a minute, or two.
I think that...
September 2010
6 posts
Cloud Cult: Unexplainable Stories
Day 6 without caffeine, it was 10 days before the one that made it 6 days. I’m not quitting but cutting back extremely. I stopped when I was sick so killed the two birds I guess. So what if I’ve replaced it with wine? and powerade? it better for me, I think.
Sickmess II
Maybe throwing around the words Glandular Fever will make people realise how sick I’ve been.
I know it worked for me when the doctor said it.
Sickmess
I’ve been sick.
Reeeaallly sick, the Dr wasn’t sure what was wrong with me so I got put on anti-biotics and sent to get blood tests.
The kinda sick no one believes. Or think they know but they just know having a cold and when I try to explain I was really sick they just nod. Sick like every time I try to stand up I would feel dizzy and fall back down or throw up more bile...
August 2010
10 posts
“and the cycle of begins again, we all knew it wouldn’t stay gone forever”
July 2010
3 posts
autumnsweater:
Hotel dreamzzz.
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Formspring.me
tell me a secret
I don’t have anymore secrets
http://formspring.me/therobotsateme
June 2010
12 posts
Eyes Stained Red
It’s never going away.
Being happy kind of delayed it. But it’s come back, it breaks through, the overwhleming helplessness, inadequacy, and anxiety. More hurt. That heaviness that makes it hard to breathe. It comes back. It will always comes back.
:(
Kinda love this film.
kinda / totally
May 2010
17 posts
Formspring
what makes you happy?
Waking up up naturally. Getting a good study spot at Uni, where I can watch people for hours. and Los Campesinos! music. and bed-time. and nice dresses. and feeling a bit hungry.
+ my wicked rad boyfriend
http://www.formspring.me/therobotsateme
I need to start eating better, once and for all.
I like when you like pictures of me. Makes me feel...